Dear Future Me,
Remember , no one is capable to love unconditionally , even your closest friends , even your most beloved someones , even you .There will come a point where no matter how loud you scream your pain out , they will turn deaf and won't be able to hear you anymore ... and your anger , that used to be subtle and long-lasting , won't matter any more , because nothing and no one seems to excite you or move anything inside you any more .Everything seems dull and you're just jaded.
And those who made you feel like you're asking for the world while you weren't asking for much , you only wanted some time ,they won't matter anymore .You don't want to be around those who like you when you're only in a good mood but run away when things get difficult .
When you feel emptied ... get away from people . learn how to allow them to support you only when you want to , because whenever you stumble and fall , it's you who will pick you up ... every time .
Let go of all those who are intimidated by how big you can dream, how far you can fight and how much you can love .Don't let them scare you and make you like you need to drop down to them,
Walk away from those who poison your heart and take away your smile .
Darling , never stay away from yourself to get closer to someone else .
There comes a time when nobody can save you but you , and nobody can be selflessly there for you but you ... when you hardly can get yourself up every day , when it's hard to breath , when you die a thousand times a day ,when you hit rock bottom and can't see the light any more , you'll be the only one who can save you and lead your soul-less body to that light , and when your heart aches till it hurts so bad , you'll be the only one who can put the pieces back in place .
Remember , no one is capable to love unconditionally , even your closest friends , even your most beloved someones , even you .There will come a point where no matter how loud you scream your pain out , they will turn deaf and won't be able to hear you anymore ... and your anger , that used to be subtle and long-lasting , won't matter any more , because nothing and no one seems to excite you or move anything inside you any more .Everything seems dull and you're just jaded.And those who made you feel like you're asking for the world while you weren't asking for much , you only wanted some time ,they won't matter anymore .You don't want to be around those who like you when you're only in a good mood but run away when things get difficult .
When you feel emptied ... get away from people . learn how to allow them to support you only when you want to , because whenever you stumble and fall , it's you who will pick you up ... every time .
Let go of all those who are intimidated by how big you can dream, how far you can fight and how much you can love .Don't let them scare you and make you like you need to drop down to them,
Walk away from those who poison your heart and take away your smile .
Darling , never stay away from yourself to get closer to someone else .
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